CAN'T BRING MYSELF TO DO IT... UGLY MEN MAKE ME NERVOUS... lmao

Hi Ladies.. I’m kinda sorta new on here & this is my first post. Now even long before I joined, I’ve always had this issue, this one problem that I hope at least one other girl on here can feel me on…? so here goes: I’m too into appearances. Not mine. But the GUY’s looks. And I know to be a “successful golddigger” it can’t really go down like that. See, I’ve been known to be extremely picky & in recent years I’ve tried to “tone it down” & have even settled for less than what I thought I deserved…. But then I just land myself into trouble when I quickly get bored of the guy & am already looking elsewhere for someone who will hold my attention with his very handsome face & fine body as opposed to the man I’m with. Lol I hate to admit that when it comes to men, I DEFINITELY judge the book by it’s cover. Now the ultimate question is: How do golddiggers NOT do that? I just cannot see myself laying with a man that I don’t find attractive in the least bit. No matter how great my acting skills are, I’ll find my face scrunching up & looking @ him with a screwfaced expression, almost mimicking his face… LOL I could possibly be making him think the very same thing about me when i do that!

I personally am not really looking to date any/all of the 3 A’s (athletes, actors, & artists) right now… I mean, if it happens, great. But I’m looking for men who are wealthy in the less obvious ways.. u know, the ones without the fame but still possess the great business acumen & intelligence. Problem is, at least to me, no matter where I am, the low-key types don’t seem to be all that attractive physically. (Pls, let me know if I’m wrong… I’d love to know where they’re at!) A girlfriend of mine asked “Why are most wealthy non-celebrity men ugly?” And we literally sat there trying to figure it out… I mean they have the dough to get certain things fixed right? The only logical answer we could come up with was that since they’re not on TV, less attention/focus is put on their appearances vs. the celebs. They sorta get lazy with it & figure the moolah will make them. Now obviously, this doesn’t go for EVERY wealthy man who’s not one of the 3As. Just the ones we’ve encountered. It wouldn’t be such an issue for me if I didn’t want to be with a baller. I would just be like ‘F*ck it, I’ll be with my fiiiiine but very broke guy!’ But the point is I do want one! A chic got student loans!! Haha So how can I get past this problem? How do some of you ladies (if u do) wake up next to your not-so-attractive-in-the-face-but-he-is-in-the-wallet men?? Am I just gonna have to suck it up or am I simply not meant to be a golddigger? (I fear the latter… lmao)