FLorida Teen Commits Suicide on Webcam
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A Florida teen committed suicide in front of a live Web cam audience hours after blogging that he was going to overdose on prescription drugs, authorities said Friday.
Abraham Biggs, 19, made his macabre claim on the forum at bodybuilding.com and even posted a suicide note early Wednesday.
"I hate myself and I hate living," the note said. "I think that if someone who knows me reads this they will know who I am. So I will leave this unsigned. I am an a@#hole. I have let everyone down and I feel as though I will never change or never improve. I am in love with a girl and I know that I am not good enough for her...
"I do not want my mother or father to think that it was anything they did that lead me to kill myself...
RELATED: BIGGS' SUICIDE NOTE
"I want my life to end. I am tired of f@#$ing up everything. I am tired of people always telling me that they do not like me. I am tired of trying to be decent. I hope that someone finds this post and I hope that my parents know that I f@#$ed up not them. It is my fault I screwed up my own life."
Some users egged him on, while others said they did not take him seriously because he had previously threatened to kill himself, authorities said.
Biggs' final hours, in which he lay motionless on a bed, were broadcasted on Justin.tv, a live video streaming Web site.
The moderator of the bodybuilding site finally called police, but by the time cops arrived at Biggs' home in Pembroke Pines he was dead, authorities said.
Biggs died from a toxic combination of opiates and benzodiazepine, a drug used to treat insomnia and depression, authorities said.
Abraham Biggs, 19, made his macabre claim on the forum at bodybuilding.com and even posted a suicide note early Wednesday.
"I hate myself and I hate living," the note said. "I think that if someone who knows me reads this they will know who I am. So I will leave this unsigned. I am an a@#hole. I have let everyone down and I feel as though I will never change or never improve. I am in love with a girl and I know that I am not good enough for her...
"I do not want my mother or father to think that it was anything they did that lead me to kill myself...
RELATED: BIGGS' SUICIDE NOTE
"I want my life to end. I am tired of f@#$ing up everything. I am tired of people always telling me that they do not like me. I am tired of trying to be decent. I hope that someone finds this post and I hope that my parents know that I f@#$ed up not them. It is my fault I screwed up my own life."
Some users egged him on, while others said they did not take him seriously because he had previously threatened to kill himself, authorities said.
Biggs' final hours, in which he lay motionless on a bed, were broadcasted on Justin.tv, a live video streaming Web site.
The moderator of the bodybuilding site finally called police, but by the time cops arrived at Biggs' home in Pembroke Pines he was dead, authorities said.
Biggs died from a toxic combination of opiates and benzodiazepine, a drug used to treat insomnia and depression, authorities said.
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Permalink Reply by Boss/MadamBA on -
Awwww damn...you never know what people are going through. How sad :(
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Permalink Reply by MY PRESIDENT IS BLACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! on -
Damn, it sounds like he was totally reaching out for help and no one seemed to take heed. I can't no actually I can believe that people egged him on, but it's just really sad.
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Permalink Reply by DON_JUAN on -
yea this is sad. i had an aunt who was bipolar and always used to act out and say she was going to kill herself. she had a # of health issues and always said she was going to kill herself becuase no one cared about her. we were always there trying to comfort her, nothing ever seemed to work. she was in and out of mental facilities, but her condition never improved. my mom (her sister) found her dead on the living room couch one morning getting ready to leave for work. my reason for telling this is........in some cases matter if people or there or not some people just have very serious illnesses which cause them to think that it would be better if they were dead or just not around all together. thats how my aunt always felt especially when my grandmother died (her mom) it was downhill from there. thats real sad though then u got the people on the net urging him on. smh sad
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Permalink Reply by she-who-rocks on -
dam! Check on your peoples this season, Christams season has the highest number of suicieds than any other par tof the year.
Wow, so sad.
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Permalink Reply by Stephbaby on -
Damn this is very disturbing! R.I.P. That is terrible that people actually egged him on. SMDH
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Permalink Reply by Boss/MadamBA on
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I need to stop assuming because I swore this guy was white....
This is a picture of Biggs:
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She looks a mess
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Lol
SHE LOOKS LIKE MADONNA???
She look like she rockin a lace front! That hair looks too shiney and healthy to be hers.
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