For Women Who Want The Ballerific Life!
Hey ladies and gents, this is kinda long so be prepared...I hope this isn't confusing, I'll reread it a few times to make sure it's understandable....So ya'll know from my other post I
am was going through some things. For those of you who didn't read the oher post I'll just tell you a short version, my grandmother passed, found out I was pregnant, lost the baby, found out I have COLITIS, left my baller...so there it is in a nutshell...
I haven't been able to sleep, the daytime is great because I am constantly busy with work and my other business ventures but come nightfall it is hard as hell... yes, I left my baller but the fact that he hasn't called to even check on me in a week is crazy (just to throw this in he's 15 years older then me)
Now, here is what I need to clear off my mind. About a week before I became ill and lost the baby I saw a particular post on facebook by some chick from the Bahamas (now he had business ventures out there, i was with him on some of those ventures to be his support)
...The post was to the affect of this
Girl: Hey hunny i miss you!! (and then something else I can't remember)
Baller: Hey (insert chicks name here) miss you too! See ya soon!
NOW, I came right out and asked him what was up, I don't usually care about fb s*** because it's fb...I mean from what I know he's been straight up with me. He swore up and down he wasn't messing with this chick and she was helping him with a messed up business situation that took place in the bahamas which was a total flop (that's a whole other story I won't get into way too complicated)
Then the Bronner Brothers hair show came to atlanta and the chick along with the hair company she works for came to atlanta...
NOW, I let it go until I saw that this chick took pics of his house (inside and out) and she was posing all over his stuff like she's never seen a house before...I have the pics on my computer...debating rather or not I should post them up here...
My thing is, him and I are done, but I feel emotionally drained because of all that I've been through, and he hasn't even called in a week to see how I am....I'm over the relationship...I just needed to get that off my chest..
I'm not really upset, I don't know what I'm feeling...I have a lot of thoughts going through my mind...
I'll be working all day today so when I get to my hotel this evening I'll be able to hopefully catch up to the comments....
Hey ladies, ok so today was a good day...finallly in my hotel and winding down...I wrote on the plane all day today...my affirmations, thoughts, tits and tats...it just feels good to get over it
Ditto I agree, this is just what you needed, I don't mean to be harsh but good thing you're not pregnant anymore. Just imagine being prego with all those hormones going through your body and finding out some ish like this. EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON!
Ashley Banks said:Smitty hit the nail on the head! This is just confirmation that you did the right thing. I know it hurts so bad right now, but girl, be glad you're rid of the drama. Let her deal with his trifling behind. Smitty's Bed & Breakfast said:It's over right?? Let it go. Take this as confirmation that you made the right decision.
Wow!!! I'm so sorry to hear about your grandmother & your health I myself just lost my mother to cancer 1 1/2months ago. I no how hard this can be. Even if you did break up with his ass your going through alot right now, he should be there for you no matter what girl. I'm in shock at this post. Please just pray.. everytime you think about the pain and hurt he's put you through re-think about everything your going through RIGHT NOW and his no good ass isnt there for you... He was more then just a lover but one of your best friends and you need his support and he's no where around. Let that f*ck boy go.... Now put all of that energy into YOURSELF... Take a trip if you can to clear your mind dnt let this jerk add more on your plate beautiful.. Good luck :o)