As many of you know I've been in the business for about 15yrs in various positions. It was during the summer of 1994 a friend and I were in LA for the Soul Train Music Awards. I was working the event, one of my girlfriends was friends with Wolf (Now dead) he was one of Sean Combs bestfriends and I like to call him his male groupie on the payroll.

Anyway we chilled with Diddy, Wolf, Warren G, and a few others the following day after the awards and vowed to hangout when we got back east. That evening us girls caught our flight and arrived home safely, 2 day's later my girl get's a call from Wolf wanting to hang so we all agree to meet at Puffy's apartment which at the time was on 23rd street.

We get there and we commence to partying and hagning out, Smoking, drinking and doing the things you do when you hang-out. About 3-4 hours into the hang-out session Wolf calls myself, my girlfriend he's trying to holla at, and our other girlfriend to come downstairs.
So we leave everyone else and follow him I assume he asked just us based on the conversations we'd all been having back in Cali and earlier that evening. We get downstairs and the room is completely blackend out.

There were couches and a small table in the room, Wolf asked us if we believed in GOD? We all said yes. Nobody was really taking shit seriously hell we was F#$^cked-up, anyway he asked us individually what we wanted out of life and if by some chance we could have would we do anything for it? Like young chicks we all basically in unison was hell yea! He said good and told us to sit down on the floor, so we did. Puffy wasn't saying anything during our initial questioning, then he joined us on the floor. We sat in complete silence for about 10 minutes just looking back at one another, and then Wolf, Puffy and Suga Dice statred chanting this crazy stuff. At this time the room started to become colder and colder by the minute to the point I was becoming uncofortable cause I likes it hot all the time.

Still our dumb ass's didn't move or say anything that is until they started talking in voices that didn't sound like what they were previously talking in. At this point it was so cold in the room you could see your breath and I was completely not up for what was going down or about to go down, hell I didn't know what was happening all I know is I knew it was time to go I didn't want to play anymore. I motioned to get up and Wolf shot me a look that seemed to go right through me, I was scared then. I tried to move but couldn't so I just started praying, praying real hard (something I hadn't done ever). I didn't do it out loud but the more i prayed the angrier they got it seemed until Puffy looked at me and told me to get out. Not anyone else, just me. I was so scared I didn't even look back at my other two friends I just went up back upstairs. I grabbed my coat and left, Honestly everyone left upstairs seemed to be looking at me real crazy, I got home and tried to forget what happened.

The next night I had what I thought was a nightmare but it was as real to me as I'm sitting her typing, I was laying in bed and about to dose off to sleep when I smelled something, mind you I was in my aprtment alone and hadn't cooked anything all day. It was a rancid smell almost like a foul man's odor, then my apartment became Ice cold like the night before, and as I tried to wake myself up I felt hands holding me down. Again I prayed to GOD to help me, that what ever was happening to me please save me, it felt like I prayed and struggled all night.

When I finally woke up the next morning my body felt like it had been through a battle I was sore and my upper arms were bruised. I later told my Nana (very, very religious) what happened and she said that somebody or something was after my soul. I went on for a couple more years tetering on the edge before I became born again and realized what was trying to be done to me. Sad thing is, I was so eager and xious to be down and get put on I almost sold my soul to the devil to get ahead.

Obivious some of us made different choices

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dammit. im afraid of the dark !!!!!!!

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i hate ya'll....

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LOL! That show used to scare the crap out of me. Horror movies rarely scared me but that show, cheesy as it was always made my skin crawl. The past few days I have been listening to and watching youtube videos from this guy called Bill Schnoebelen and I have to turn the lights on everywhere. The light bill is gonna be a bitch.

Sheli said:
I haven't slept with the lights on since 'Unsolved Mysteries' went off air, then i come & read this in the middle of the nite. I knew i should have stopped reading when they went downstairs...Dang it!

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I believe Diddy and Satan have ties lol. With all the people that have found God or were left hmmmm holding the gun so to speak lol.

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Is it Lil Wayne?! I swear, I wouldn't surprised if it were Lil Wayne.

Devyn AKA Dominique Devereaux said:
Crazy! But in the end is it even worth it?

People write off those who have said the same thing about a well-known rapper who allegedly slips these "messages" into his rhymes...

I'm a believer...

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Its 3 6 mafia

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Oh, I've never listened to any of their songs, so there you go.

I went back and read the blog about secret societies, and now you guys are making me nervous. I want to join OES and am being "pursued" (if you wanna call it that) by the AKAs at my school and some at my church (even though I'm an old fogey of 28).

I wouldn't be surprised at a lot of the biggest names in hip hop having a pact with the devil, their words can go way too far, and I don't understand how society somehow flipped and began to accept these things as art/freedom of expression. This also goes for people in a lot of entertainment areas honestly. It's like all the 7 sins are being advertised and sold to us.

Well, I know who's going to the altar Sunday!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Moving In Silence said:
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WOW! Girl that story is powerful as hell. They were sitting there trying to corrupt you and turn you into a person that does whatever to get to the top. Thank God we serve such an amazing God that is more powerful than what any man could ever be.

I got chills reading this but I am so happy you shared!

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it seems weird, but as its been stated... NO ONE walks away from Puff unscathed...

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Damn... As far fetched as it sounds, I believe it! Thank God she had sense enough 2 pray. I wonder what happened 2 her friends?

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What you are experiencing is called sleep paralysis. I also experience it and if you look it up you will learn more about it. One thing I did learn about is that people who have sleep paralysis tend to be psychic. I always tell people that I'm psychic about anything that doesn't help me. I never know lottery numbers.

SjoThePoet said:
Someone please break the story that's written in between the lines to me! That shit sounds very spooky to me. Cold doors, blacken rooms, like WTF young or not, Turn the Fucking lights on! How can you see someone in the blacken dark? That's extra weird. Body had bruises? Come on now, I am just curious to know what's that all about.

Help me out? The Devil only comes in if you open the door!!!!

But I've experienced that part about trying to wake up & couldn't. Also, the feeling like someone holding you down part I too experienced. I woke up one time to see like a grim reaper like figure to rub my eyes go back to sleep & be creeped out about it the next day. Does anyone know what that means and/or if it ever happened to them before? I inquired b4 but no one knew what it meant, or if it meant anything. I believe it did, aside from thinking someone or something was holding me back. I need answers, SOS, lol!

I apologize for the long response; the story made me think of that experience.

-Sjo

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@Lisa-

GIRL! I have weird dreams where I see stuff, too. It's never anything like lottery numbers or exam answers, but it's always a very heavy hint at something to come. When I dream, I don't ususally see a person's face, so if I see your face, something is up. My great-grandmother used to say I was very much in tune with my subconcious and intuition, a lot of people aren't. I used to write down my dreams everyday, as soon as I'd get out of bed, I stopped doing it because I was scaring myself. I was getting paranoid.

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