For Women Who Want The Ballerific Life!
I love you but I am not your tragedy because you could not marry your high school sweetheart your life has been man to man as a means for survival. I always wondered how a mother could pull a gun on her daughter for no reason except she was in a bad mood. Living with you was a nightmare and I would have rather jumped off the Golden Gate Bridge then return home to you. I am not the woman you are and i dont want to be. I can have successful relationships on my own without you pimping me out to the higest bidder. I am attrative, intelligent and capapble enough to find and keep my own man without needing to look to other people's husbands to be saved. I am teaching my daughter the same. I suffered years of verbal and emotional abuse because I was not like you i didnt hate like you hold grudges like you and the harder I try to not be like you and thats my area of improvement . A great mother does sacrifice but your children do not owe you for that and every time some money comes along you forsake all and everything for the almighty dollar. My whole life you have encouraged me to seek money over everything even my daughter. How selfish and controlling. You talk about me to the family as if I am some stranger to you but you take credit for all of my success, my child, my job, my home, my car, as if you worked a day to earn such things. I would never come to you for a last breath. You are controlling manipulative, hateful, spiteful and I dont believe you have a sincere bone in your body. At times I hated you but it took me a long time to realize that I could break free from you and it took 27 years to do so. I am proud that I am nothing like you and I pray that my daughter loves and respects me and I can have the mother daughter relationship I wanted with you with her. I love you and respect you but I pray for your soul.