i got mad relationship problems...

okay so i know i could be a concidence bitch, but men dont have to tell me that all the time, even when im out at a club or party or whatever it just comes out and gets the best of me and men start running away from me, so my question is why, why some of ya bitches gotta be so tough and what not and when it come down to women like me who dont take nothing you get scared because you know i am not giving it up on the first night. people, i have mad relationship problems and i understand that, but is it really me or the men i attract. Katt williams says if "You attract ape shit men probalary ape shit pussy,' but mine isnt ape shit. and i have the evidence to prove it i have been in three relationships, all were speacial to me and got fucked up in their natural and good way. My first was with my on and off again boyfriend who cheated on me several times with his ex, the second was a severe booty call i couldnt escape with my male friend and the last is the worst,my latest ex has been stalking me for three months! BITCH ALL LURKIN IN THE SHADOWS AND SHIT.. OF MY APARTMENT WITH BINOLURCS.. SENDING ME EMAILS,, LETTERS.. GIFTS AND SHIT I DONT WANT EVEN POPPIN UP IN PLACES I BE IN AND new york is a pretty big city, so out of all the damn waxing salons in NYC how come this bitch go to the one i go to? and what man take a fucking bikini wax... see ya bitches lucky i feel like i'm on some featl attract shit. GOOD night i am going to bed, oh shit is that him peeking in my window???????