Now usually I try to post about 2-3 times a week, sometimes more. I have noticed that maybe I post too much, so in order for others to have greater appreciation I will no longer post as frequently. Moving along...I've been making slight changes in my life in the past 4 months I got rid of 1 Jealous Hoe (who always bites my style then have the nerve to talk about me, Please stop checkin my fresh If you want to know how I do it just ask b****!!) 1 Hater (no matter how much I advance she has nothing nice to say about my progress or my relationship only talks about herself and is really shallow). I so tired of always f****** helping people and when I need something (a ride to the grocery store, help moving into apartment, or just someone to talk to these b****** are no where to be found) granted everyone has their own lives and some even has children, married etc. But that is no excuse to neglect your friends. These b****** have no problem asking for something or to watch their kids etc. (Mind you I have no kids). (OK I’m starting to ramble back to the regular scheduled program lol) Ok I’m back I've decided I was unhappy in my relationships in life, I always waited until the last minute to cut negative people out my life. (And because it if the good ones suffer) That s*** has to stop! It's really affects you in so many ways. I need to people with more substance I don't want to talk about niggaz with paper all damn day (No offense ladies but I have more to offer, not saying you don't) Like doesn't anyone read anymore?
(Yes L Boogie I know you read books b**** lol)
So now it's all about me I've spent so much time trying to please everyone else that I didn't do anything that I like to do. (Forget that). Now what is it I want to do you ask?
(Or is it me asking because right now I’m taking to myself lol)
I want to go eat Monday night $2 wings with a group of women that talk about different issues. (I want to start a book club with them let's see if these b****** are down) A simple get away from day to day stress I want to go to the movies, go to musems, cooking class (as if I need one) plays etc. (if you don't get the picture expand my mind,my way of thinking). How far does these women think the club is going to get them? Some of these girls can't even spell but they are worrying about clubbing (smh). I'm tired of being around Birds (my def - 1.Any female or male that doesn't watch the new and are not socially conscious. 2. Only worry about superficial things like clothes, (vain) and can't cook to save their ass. 3. Just a plain ole hoe (I’m not judgmental but damn b**** AIDS is real slow your ass down raise your kid s***!!!). I want to uplift any woman around me in any way I can, also I'm looking for upliftment. I want to be around people that I can learn from. I wasted many years having relationships (friends and men) with people that couldn't teach me s***! (That’s why I wasn't moving forward) I want to grow as a person, a woman, a lover. I want a challenge!!! People that challenge me to know better be better. (Sp's Motto "When you know better you do better")
S*** aint that the truth lol!!!! I have found a meticulous man that
gets on my nerves lol
but pushes me to be that best I can be!! He is harsh at times but I know that is a real man, and a real friend!!! I'm learning how to be a better listener!!!
With the New Year vastly approaching I hope we all make changes for the better.
Question - What are some things you would change about your lifestyle or relationships (friends, family, intimate)?