I’d hoped that he would wait a little longer that this, but just two months after he’d given her the car Tyrell asked La Princia to marry him. Bear in mind that they’d only been an item for six months at this point. She said no…but very gently. He was hurt by this, but he said that he could understand after what she had gone through with her ex. It was a bit sad because there was a distinct shift in the intensity of their relationship after that. He seemed to back off of her and give her more time to herself. It was a hard time for La Princia, but we got through it by talking about it. That meant a lot of white wine and boat load of ice cream. As usual I was her shoulder to cry on…who else would it be apart from me?
One afternoon when we were talking about this situation for the umpteenth time, La Princia shocked me with a startling revelation.
‘Maria…you know that in another space in time I would have said yes to Tyrell in a heartbeat. He’s like the perfect guy, he’s funny, he’s intelligent, he’s thoughtful and he’s not too bad looking either. I just don’t know if I really love him or if it’s just out of convenience you know? I don’t wanna be loved just for the sake of being loved like last time… I don’t wanna make the same mistakes all over again. Was I a b**** for saying no? He’ll probably never ask me again…’
‘Come on girl…don’t beat yourself up about this. If he is really the one then he’ll understand and to be honest six months isn’t a hell of a long time to know if you wanna be married to somebody or not. I think he’s just backed off to give you some space that’s all. I’m sure that he’s just so madly in love with you that he wants you in his life permanently’
‘Hmm I guess so. He told me that he never asked any woman that before. I’m just glad that he did it in a private place…imagine if he’d done it at a surprise birthday party or something. I couldn’t handle it!’
‘That’s probably just a sign that he didn’t know what the answer would be. So you said you don’t know if you really love him at all La Princia. Does he know that?’
‘Of course he doesn’t. He doesn’t need to know and that would break his heart anyway. I don’t even know if he really wants me for who I am or just to have a trophy black woman on his arm. We don’t really discuss the race thing because he thinks that it is irrelevant. But I know how other black folk look at us…not everyone is so understanding and not everyone believes that love sees no color. I don’t know Maria…I am so confused!’
‘Look, just chill for a minute…you need to ask yourself if you love him enough to live under that microscope for the rest of your life. Is it really what other people think that matters or what you both feel?’
‘Oh come on Maria…you’re just giving me some textbook physiological bull. In the real world making an inter-racial relationship work can be difficult. I can’t just ignore the fact that people are looking at us…’
‘So if Tyrell was black you would have said yes?’
‘So what is the real issue here? You two seemed like even a tornado couldn’t pull your love apart for a while there. How could the bubble just burst?’
‘He asked me to marry him. Up until then I was just seeing where this thing would go and I enjoyed been treated like a queen. Marriage is just too much for me right now…I just can’t do it. I hope I don’t lose him…maybe I’ve already lost him!’
‘Honey don’t talk like that. Just call him and let him know how you feel. I know that he’ll understand…I would hate to see y’all break up over something like this. Just talk’
‘Sure I will. Sorry that I’m taking up your time with all my problems…I haven’t even asked how you and Dalvin are holding up. Any baby news?’
‘Nah not yet and you would so be the second person to know if there was! Oh and after Dalvin knows of course! We’re trying, but there’s been so much stress lately so that may have affected how quickly we can conceive. Thank God that the cctv business is over…but now I feel like anybody could be watching me sometimes. Just paranoia I guess’
After that we carried on talking as girls do, and then moved on to some less riveting topics. Later that day when Dalvin showed up after work, I spoke to him about La Princia’s situation in search of a male perspective on things…
‘So what do you think baby, do you think she did the right thing by saying no?’
‘Well yeah because that is kind of decision one should make only if they’re absolutely sure of it. When I wanted to marry you there was no half-steppin and no doubts. I hope you didn’t doubt either…you know that you’re stuck with me for life right?’
As usual Dalvin made me laugh, that was one of the things that I loved about him most. He had the ability to make light of a serious situation, but without being callous at all. I leaned back on to his chest and continued to pick his brain.
‘La Princia is a lil confused now though cos she’s not sure if she really loves him that much. I mean they’ve only been together for six months…it is too soon isn’t it? Especially after Douglas…’
‘Yeah I know; but from what I saw he is crazy about her. I don’t think he meant any harm…he’s be aight. She’ll come around in time. Sorry to change the subject but there’s something that we need to talk about’
‘My agent has been approached by a team for a move at the end of the season. It will be a big contract and we’ll have to move to another state. How do you feel about that sweetie?’
‘Wow…that’s a bit of a shock. You know I never actually thought about moving…I know that you’re a professional athlete and all but it never once crossed my mind. How would I feel about it? I don’t know right now…I only know that I’d wanna be wherever you are. What team is it?’
‘****************’ (I can’t really put down Dalvin’s answer can I or you would all know who he is!)
‘Damn…that is a good opportunity baby! How much do they wanna pay?’
I had to pause to take it all in…I could not let him lose such an opportunity because of something as trivial as location.
‘Honey I’m so proud of you! Whatever you decide to do with this I will support you…I can’t believe how lucky we are Dalvin. We already live in this beautiful home and now this!’
‘No doubt suga, we have so much…but something is missing. I think that we should seize every opportunity that we can to make that happen’
The look in his eyes told me exactly what he was talking about. We were young, gifted and soon to be very rich, but were still incomplete without a baby to share it with.
I got up and dragged Dalvin by his t-shirt up the stairs to our bedroom. You could say that our clothes melted off because before I knew it I was naked and in the bed. Maybe it was just euphoria, but my nerve endings seemed to react wildly to the slightest touch of his body. Sex is so much better when you know that the other person actually loves you back or in his case, probably more than I loved him.
Normally I wasn’t much of a kisser and preferred to go straight to the action instead, yet on this occasion when we kissed his passion left me on the brink of an orgasm. The fact that he’d gently slid two fingers inside me at the same time didn’t hurt either. My eyes rolled back as Dalvin moved from my mouth to my neck, then my ears and then he did the dirty on me by completely by passing my breasts and went straight to my tummy.
‘Baby you missed a spot…’
‘I know Maria, I’ll get to it. Be patient and just relax’
‘You know I don’t do patient in this domain’
‘Shut up and don’t make me have to domain-ate you’
Dalvin emphasised his point by digging a finger back into my p*ssy firmly. I moaned loudly since it hurt me but felt so good at the same time. He kept doing it but was gentler as he went along. There were tantalising soft kisses that followed a trail downtown and then his head between my legs. While his finger dug for my cream, his tongue devoured me until I begged him to stop. When Dalvin lifted his head up to look at me momentarily, I could see my sticky c** on his lips and just underneath on his chin. Just the look on his face was turning me on. Before I tell him how I felt, he got on to his knees yet kept his finger inside me. What aroused me the most was the look of determination in his eyes because he knew exactly what he was doing to me.
I felt him find the surface of my g-spot begin to rub it…slowly at first, but then faster and harder once we found a rhythm. From the outside looking in, it may have looked as though he was trying to tug my p*ssy out…but this technique was designed to make me literally explode all over him. As y’all already know, my hubby is a bit of a freak and he intended to make me squirt. I let him know quite vocally (between gasps) that I was about to blow…
‘Oh baby…oh my God! Oh sh*t…it’s comin…oh…’
‘It want it all over my face Maria…give it to me’
‘Yes Dalvin...yes, yes, yes…mmm!’
The rush that I felt was almost indescribable as I sprayed clear fluid all over him, it was like an outer body experience and I wasn’t even aware that the person screaming so loudly was me. Thankfully, one of the perks of living in a big house is that the neighbors will never hear your orgasms.
I could have rolled over and fallen asleep after that tremendous peak, but it was at this point that Dalvin was ready to f*ck. By then he was so hard that you could have broken something off on his d*ck; as he rode me, the smell of our body fluids was making me delirious. Since he was on top of me, I looked into his eyes to try to have an idea of what he was thinking as he dug deeper into me. Everything he was doing was making me feel like coming all over again, from the involuntary flexing of his thick biceps to the way that he was steadily breathing as we f*cked. We were completely relaxed in each other’s space and I got the feeling that something magical was happening. Suddenly Dalvin leaned down to kiss me hard on my lips once again and simultaneously, I could feel his hot semen hit the bottom of my p*ssy. It was as if he was giving me a gift and in essence, a part of himself. When our lips parted, he froze that moment in time with three simple words.
‘I love you’
And then I started crying. Two weeks after that, my period didn’t come.
But until next week…
‘The married groupie’
Lady Lynxx: look forward to the next instalment next week!
*Please note: names and personal details have been changed to protect identities!*
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