"In the the night I hear him talk the coldest story ever told.........Somewhere far along this road he lost his soul to a woman so heartless !!! ....How could you be so heartless ???..."
And this is where the blog begins......As I'm typing this I don't know where to begin, This blog is straight from the head about something I think about often and feel often.....Is it me or all the HEARTLESS women get the mens heart? Now some people (especially men ) forget about then pain that they cause during your time with them. they forget about lying, cheating , text messages, walks in the mall etc... (laughing to myself in sarcasim) I mean seriously. I'm listening to these words that his (Kanye) is saying and I feel his pain because I've felt like this numerous times. In College I dated this guy that as soo f***** up to me (smh) I didn't understand how someone that can say that they love you can be so heartless. People will often ask " I don't know what you see in so and so " but the truth is even if you tell people the good and the bad, they only remember the bad. ( I'm not like that) They only remember about the fight you had about a text message you seen or the fact that he lives far and it's not a real relationship ( to who you ??? , because how can you speak for me b****)
. Some nights I sit home and just reflect on my life, where I've been, where I want to go, and most importanly where I came from (sigh woo sah)
. B****** see my glory but don't know my story.
S*** I make it look good. Even if i'm broke I make that s*** look good ( f*** that ). I see these less desereving (in my opinion) Just using men and men using women. When will the cycle end. For example this guy name "Mike" said to me he can't find a good women. He went out with a friend of mine tried to hit it after the second date ( Mutha f***** dinner doesn't consitute me having sex wit ya ass!!)
I mean we are grown if I wanted to f*** you I would. How could you want a good woman when you keep f****** with hoes or chicks that only want you for your money ? If you wanted a good woman you could have one but that's NOT what they want.Why leave your good woman too play with a bad girl? (keyword girl) I guess the price of p**** went down because women a forgetting or never known thier worth. It's sad because a man "f**** them check right to the next" ( what song was that from ?).
So after they f*** you and pay your little bills (it aint tricking if you got it). Your ass gotta move out and beg for s***. (when do you grow up and take life seriously). Maybe i'm just a tight ass ( let me tell you why I'm mad).
I see men talk about these women but that's who they cheat with, spend the most time with. Someone said some thing once I will never forget and I quote " a ni**a spend more time with the side chick than his girl" ( where they do that at ?!!)
How long can you keep at it with these heartles women( while you have a good woman at home waiting for you trying to give you a home). These men aren"t stable, and my ass needs some stablity. How are you like (enter age here) and don't know what you want? Or is it some people have to run free like wild horses. I know after giving my heart to f***** up heartless men...A piece of me went with them, like my innocence disappeared. It's like they cheat on you and cheat you out of your thing that made you extra special. ( Not yet bitter but yet semi heartless)
. After thinking about this for a while I'm like why the f*** am I sitting home ? ( is being faithful played out? )
I guess if you are not married everything is far game ? ( I mean I do check single on my w-4)
Is it fair to live like your married when the other person lives single? What happened to commitment? I've been hurt, neglected, ignored etc....I'm tired of fake busy ass people that have to f*** around but have no time for you. I read something so true " Don't make someone a priority when your just their option" ( I guess I got it twisted lol) I am applying that now ( If someone is worth having you they will prove it and make and effort)
It will not be you waiting ( s*** what are they doing when you are sitting there looking STUUPP lol) Like Kanye says...."wait a couple months and you go see, you gonna find nobody better than me"
Why play games ? In the end you end up lonely... I guess I'm turning ......................HEARTLESS
P.S. I believe in love and I don't always base my blog off soley my opinions these are things I observed and what people I know go thru. I believe there are exceptions to the rule.(12)
My Question is : Do these heartless people make you turn heartless after all the trails and tribulations?
Any of you turning heartless?