"STACEY RIVERS?" I said trying not to show my concern "from Dallas?"

"Yea, how you know him? You used to f*** with him?" he paused. "Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. That’s the nigga? The one you f*** with? The one who thinks you're in Detroit visiting your sister and her new baby?!!" he started laughing.

I could tell by this sinister laugh that I was in trouble. 'When did I tell him all of this?" i thought to myself... F***! at the bar earlier after the game. Damn. I always run my mouth when I get drunk. I didn't know what to say. I'm not sure what I mumbled to him in my state of confusion but he quickly replied with "but what about Tia?" I snapped out of it. "WHO THE F*** IS TIA?" i said sternly. I had given myself away... but f*** all that... who is Tia? "You know, his girllllllllfriend? the one he wanted to fight me over?" he said. Now I was really concerned. This nigga got a girlfriend... one he would fight his blood over? This was awful news. My anxiety was through the roof. I mean I know I'm out of town f****** the next nigga but he got a main b****. Thats the ultimate sin. I had to get Cam talking.

"I used to f*** with him a looooooong time ago. Never heard of Tia. How long he been with her?" I asked nonchalantly.

"Maaaaane, that’s his high school sweetheart. They have been together since junior year. I mean they kinda broke up a while ago I guess. But they'll be back together."

"Oh huh? Why’d they break up?"

"Cuz, i told her that she was stupid if she thought this nigga was being faithful. I also told her that she deserved better." he said with a shrug.

Now I was really nervous. This b**** ass nigga sold his own cousin out to his girl. He had no loyalty. Although I was kinda glad he broke them up I knew he was not to be trusted. I was gonna have to be very careful with how I went about this. I pretended to stop listening.

"Oh, I'm sorry. What'd you say? This is my song." I turned down the radio and looked back at him. "So they broke up? Then what?”

"She told him what I said and he went off, kicked me out the crib and s***.'

"Damn" I said turning The Dream album back up. I figured if I acted like I didn't care then he would assume that I was being truthful about messing with Stacey back in the day. I left it alone. The rest of the ride was pretty much quiet. When we got to my hotel I hopped out of the truck and headed toward the door. Cam hopped out right behind me and said "let me walk you upstairs" with a smile. I hugged and said "no thanks babe, I'm still worn out from round one." I turned toward the door and he slapped my ass. I giggled and hurried into the building.

"UGH!" I said loudly while walking through the lobby. I was disgusted. I was over Cam's corny ass and I had work to do. I had to get to the bottom of this Tia thing. The first thing I did when I got in the room was open my laptop. I don't know if the red bull had kicked in or if my adrenaline was going crazy, but I was now completely sober and wide awake. I logged on to Facebook and went straight to Stacey's page. Low and behold, BAM! Right on his wall, there she was. She had posted some scripture...*rolls eyes* who is this b**** posting scriptures on my man's page? I almost fell out of my seat when I clicked on her picture. IT LOOKED ALMOST IDENTICAL TO MINE.  "This nigga has a type" i said dumbfounded. I sat for a moment. I was at a loss. I knew just by looking at her that she and he definitely had something special. She was just like me. Or wait, was I just like her? I mean, she was there first. Did he choose me because I reminded him of her? I started to get freaked out. I really liked Stacey. I thought he was the one, I was wondering if God was punishing me for my behavior in Detroit. I had been "slutting out". I was feeling guilty. I texted Stacey: Hello love. It's sooooo cold in the D. You are missed.

No response.

I went to bed in sadness. This was the longest day ever.

The next morning I was awaken by the sound of people piling into my room. I looked up and here was Cam, Keith Mike and Jimmy. I had met Mike, Keith's cousin the day before, and Jimmy was later introduced as Keith's step-son. I rolled over and covered up with my blanket. I wasn't sure how I was looking. Cam sat down at my computer and I hopped up to go shut it. It was too late. The screensaver disappeared and there was Tia's Facebook page. He looked at me and I walked toward the bathroom. After brushing my teeth, washing my face and brushing my hair, I returned to the room. I sat on Keith’s lap, "what y'all doing here? It’s too early" i said. Keith picked me up and sat me on Jimmy's lap. I was confused. He said "so who f**** you better? Me or Cam?". ”You" i told him. NO matter what, I would have said Keith; after all he was the one with the money. He grabbed my leg. "Are you sure?" he asked. He was hurting me and now it was clear that he was feeling some type of way about me f****** his homeboy. Cam was glaring at me from the end of the room and it was clear that he was having some issues of his own. I sighed. With no other options I started talking to Jimmy. He told me that he was 19 and about to leave for college. I made small talk with him while the Keith pulled out the couch bed and laid across it. Everyone looked mighty comfortable in my room so I assumed we weren't going anywhere. I saw Cam on Facebook.

We laid around my room a few hours before Cam, Jimmy and Mike headed back to the house. Keith said "take a shower girl" and took off his clothes. He was out to claim his title. I put my weave in a high ponytail and got in the shower like I was told. I guess he couldn't wait because a few minutes later, he was in the shower with me. I sat down my "shower poof" and placed my hands against that back wall of the shower. Keith spread my ass cheeks and the slapped them both hard. "and I thought you were a good girl" he said "you're not a good girl, you are a bad girl." he slapped my ass again. He bent me over further and slid his thick black d*** up and down my ass. I tooted it up for him. He slid it down and started rubbing it on my p****. I could tell he was thinking of whether he wanted to f*** me raw or not. I set the tip near my p****, reach my left hand behind his waist and pulled him into me. He pushed. He was so tall and big that there was no water reaching me, the shower was streaming directly into his back. I leaned forward and put my hands on the top of the tub. He was enjoying my flexibility and started f****** me really hard. I was starting to get dizzy with all the steam and hot water coming into my face lungs. Not to mention the fact that he was pounding my life away. I was in pain so I yelled out "My ass! I want you to f*** me in my ass daddy!” He pulled his d*** out of my p**** and started to push his way into my a******. It hurt a little but it was a lot better than the reaming I was just getting. Once he was all the way in he let out a loud moan. He had been doing well keeping his composure until then. He stroked me a few times before pulling out. "Man f*** this shower, get out"... We stumbled into the bedroom high on sex. He pushed me onto the bed doggy style and spit on his d***. He went back into my ass. We both howled in excitement. It felt so much better the second time. He kept a consistent stroke for about a minute and a half before I started shaking. My p**** was already leaking down my legs and I was about to explode. He pushed a little deeper before I felt it. He gripped my ass cheeks then it happened. I was squirting all over his balls and his legs. I felt like I was p****** myself which was completely strange with his d*** still in my ass. He squeezed and pushed deeper. "uhhhhhh ahhhhhhhhh fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkk!" he hollered. It sounds crazy but I could feel him c****** in my intestines. He pulled out, slap the s*** outta my ass and said "Did Cam f*** you in the ass too?'. I was flabbergasted. He was still thinking bout that s***. "No baby" I said softly as I laid on the bed. He laid down next to me for a minute. It wasn't long before he got up and hopped back in the shower. When he came out he got dressed quickly called Cam and told him to come back. He told me that he had to go running around with his chick and he would be back later and that I needed to be dressed ready when he returned. I was fine with him leaving because after that anal experience I was scared to move. He left and I ran into the bathroom.

Once I had showered and cleaned up I sat down at my computer. I had a Facebook notification. "Cam Rivers has accepted your friendship request.” WTF?!  I looked on my wall and there it was, I and Cam were friends. That sneaky m***********! I deleted from my wall but little did I know it was too late. I grabbed my phone. A missed call from Stacey. I called him back.

"Hey baby, how is Detroit? Are you having fun? How’s the baby? Tell me everything" he sounded really excited. I felt guilty. I made up some stories about hanging out with my sis, and how the C-section went great, the baby was beautiful and I was sick of the cold. I felt even guiltier.

"That’s cool, glad you're having fun. I know you're happy that you get to see your fam. Did you watch my game? I did pretty badly. I think you need to come visit. I'm lonely." he said some more stuff but I wasn't really listening, he had a tendency to bore me on the phone. All I heard was "How do you know my cousin Cam?"

"Huh?  Who?" i said playing dumb.

"Facebook... you're friends with my cousin Cam" he said.

"Oh, I don't. He just added me out of nowhere" I lied. I didn't know what to say.

"Oh typical, he always trying to holla at my girls. He's the reason me and my ex broke up. He tried to make a move on her and she told me but I told him 'none of my b****** would ever f*** with you. and if she would she aint for me'" he said laughing "ya feel me babe?"

"Ya, i feel you" i laughed too.

"Well babe, I'm bout to take a nap. I'll call you later" he said.

I hung up the phone and collapsed on the bed.

I texted Cam: DO NOT TELL STACEY THAT YOU KNOW ME.

He replied: I'll be over later and we'll talk about it. ;-)

I already knew what that meant. Cam was going to use this to get sex out of me.

I got dressed, did my makeup and fixed my hair. I had to blow it dry, re-curl it, and revive it after today’s shower scene. I ordered some room service while waiting for the guys. I was less than surprised when Cam came to get me alone. When he said he was on his way I went down to wait in the lobby. No way was he coming upstairs. About ten minutes later I stopped him in the lobby. "TO THE CASINOOOOOO" I said happily. (Oh yeah, the envelope for today had dice, cards, and 2 betting chips). I decided that I was going to play dumb. If he was going to blackmail me with sex he was going to have to be bold enough to tell me that to my face, straight up and down.  I rubbed his shoulder, smirked and got in the front seat. We drove to the house and Keith and Mike were also waiting right in front. I got in the back seat and Mike took mine. Keith liked to ride in the back and be chauffeured. He said it was because he had more room. We made our way to the casino. There was a bottle of goose was being poured up while took the hour ride to the city. Keith is a funny guy so he had us cracking up impersonating his teammates. We got to the casino and met up with a bunch of other player and groupies galore. Only a few of the guys were serious gamblers so everyone else was really just hanging out drinking and socializing. Turns out the two chips I had was the equivalent to 1,500 dollars. Keith has quite the gambling addiction so this 1,500 wasn't s*** to him. That money was going in my pocket. I cashed them in for clean crisp $100 bills. I wandered over to the roulette table where I saw Nathan; he was a player that I'd been eyeing all weekend. He was about 6'3" with the prettiest brown skin I had ever seen. Something about him was very youthful and charming yet he was very mysterious. I stood next to him at the table and he put his arm around my waist. I moved closer to him and did the same. I lightly rested my head on his shoulder and asked him how he was doing. He told me that he was actually just up at the table and took a break before he started losing his winnings. He asked me did I wanna play for him. I said 'yea' and stood in front of him. I had no idea what I was doing so I asked him to teach me. He moved up behind me and leaned over me. "Just pick numbers. Or colors." he whispered in my ear. He was turning me on. I thought I had caught him staring when we all were out before and he kept coming around that weekend. He was at the bar after the game, the club and at the house. Was he checking for me low-key? He definitely was because he was all into me now. We both kept looking up to see if Keith was coming and when he did we played it cool. Well kinda. Keith came over and started betting to my left but the whole time Nathan kept sneaking really firm ass grabs from my right side. After more drinking and more betting we made our way to dinner. When were seated Keith again sat on my left and Nathan and Cam both went for the seat on my right. Nathan must crossed Cam over because he got there first. I ended up with Cam directly across from me. We ate so much food that night. Keith had a thing for appetizers so I was full even before my steak came out. Throughout the meal I could feel Cam's eyes on me. I felt like he was burning a h*** through my face. Whenever I would look up he was there making direct eye contact. After dinner we hit the club. It was the usual, bottles, groupies, dancing, drunk chicks, and b*******. Then of course the after party was at Keith's. I had already exchanged numbers with Nathan so before we text him to make sure he was coming. He was.

Back at the house we played spades, charades and some more silly games. And of course we kept drinking. It wasn't long before people were running around the huge mansion chasing each other. This mansion was huge and easy to "get missing" in. I went upstairs to the room I passed out in and told Nathan to meet me. We sat on the bed talking for what seemed like hours and then started making out. He was sensual and affectionate which I loved. He also smoked weed and had rolled up a few blunts while we were talking. This was all good because I love my weed. I was high as a kite by now and his lips were magical. I couldn't wait to suck his d***. He stood at the edge of the bed and I sat in front of him. As soon as I went to put it in my mouth in the door bust open. It was Keith and Claudia, holding each other and laughing. Her shirt was up and her titties were exposed. We were just as surprised to see them as together as they were to see us. You see, Claudia was the roommate and best friend of Chanel. Chanel was Keith's main sidechick, and was in-fact downstairs somewhere. Everyone paused for a minute then started laughing. They closed the door and I went to work.*MESSAGE* (pay attention lol) I spit on his d*** and started to jerk it while putting the tip in my mouth. I used my free hand to hold his balls. I massaged them while i made circles around the head of his d*** with my tongue. He was enjoying it. But this was nothing. For some reason I liked this guy so I gave him a little more. I put more of his d*** in my mouth. As I pulled back I sucked harder (almost like if you pull your cheeks in to make a fish face). When I got to the head the pressure building would make a pop sound. Men love that. I kept doing it while continuing to get his d*** really wet. I was preparing it for deep throat. I let go of his d*** and jammed in the back of my throat. His knees buckled. (If you are deep throating right your mouth will start to produce lots of saliva, this is your friend.) I continued to swallow his d*** and gag because of his size. I used the dripping saliva to do a few tricks. I spit on the tip backed away from his d*** a few inches with the spit still connected to my tongue then sucked it all up while putting the d*** back in my mouth. He was blown. I figured anymore head and I might not get the d*** I came for so I stood up and got undressed. He laid down, put the condom on and I got on top of him. I was too high to be riding him being I was being extra lazy. He sat up and pushed me down on my back. I put my legs toward my head and let him get in. He was stroking all my current problems away. All I could think of was how good he felt. He d*** was big and made up for Cam and Keith's lack thereof. He was f****** me for a long time; it felt like hours were going by. "We gotta get back downstairs, but damn (he inhaled) you're p**** is good as f***. No wonder you got this nigga flying you up. Is that how I can see you? I gotta fly you back. I'm going fly you up next week. Ok?" he said looking me in my eyes. He liked looking at me in the face while he was pounding me. I did my best not to scream. "Bite me" he said. "Don’t scream, bite my chest, come on" he was serious. I hadn't done it before but I'm a freaky b****, I’m down. I bit him hard and he loved it. He actually started f****** me more passionately. So I bit him again, and again, and again. I had actually broken the skin a couple times and he was bleeding on my face. Kind of sick, I know but we actually both enjoyed it. I knew he and I were going to have fun next week when I came to see him. I was gonna c** when he stopped, "what you doing?" he asked "not yet. He wiped the small amount of blood off my face and flipped me over. I got up on all fours while he filled me. The door swung open again. We kept f******. Cam walked in looked at us and closed the door behind him. Now it was really f***** if Stacey finds out about all of this I am certainly f*****. He came in took off his shirt and stood in front of me. He unzipped his pants and pulled out his d***. He put it towards my mouth. As much as I didn't want to I knew I didn't have a choice. The key to my future was in Cam's d*** and it was time to swallow my pride. I started sucking for a second but Nathan was now f****** me so hard that I felt like I was being raped. I think he was upset. I pushed Cam back and shook my head "no". He grabbed my face hard, turned it up towards me and said "are you sure?!" in a cold voice. I said "come on man, it’s too much. Naw." and stood up on my knees. Nathan now pissed cuz I pushed him out too says "come on dawg, no means no". Cam shrugs, looked at me, nodded his head and said "ok". He put his shirt on and left the room.

The door slammed shut.