Now I know what you are thinking.......SEX (no b****** that's not what this post is about! Not entirely anyway lol).
Now over the course of a month I have asked a few people male and female. What did sexuality mean to them? I wasn't surprised when they said sex , all expect one person Selsito lol .Usually I don't discuss my business in too much detail but SP (the guy I've been in a long- distance relationship with for 4yrs has finally read my blog!
) I know yall know who i'm talking bout ( I guess he didn't get the abbrieviation)
but decided to put his ass on blast today lol. (Yes L Boogie I know I said yesterday I couldn't get him to read them I guess I spoke too soon).
Now before I met Sp I wasn't a virgin technically but it was so much s*** I hadn’t even done yet. (basically I was lying there like ok when is this going to get better lol)
Moving right along when I met him I was on strike I didn't have sex for a year
(insert cry face here).
So he was all suave, and trying to be debonair and s*** trying to bag me pulling his best moves (I miss those moves he thought he was the s*** and just knew he was getting some ass)
, really pursuing me hard. (At this time we are just friends so I already knew him).
I am about to be 27... at this time I'm 21 fresh out of college and bad relationships. So one day after hanging out I decided I was going to give him the drawers lol. I mean I knew him I felt safe etc...
(Now ladies he think it was him with the famous take me by the hand and lead me to the bedroom but it was me that set it up and followed)
We did it and he was the first MAN (and I say this because I never dealt with a man before only boys)
to make me c**. After that I realized that I never had been spiritually connected with anyone for real. (I had sex before but it was never intimate and my mind all in it )
I mean the close your eyes; tear drop good loving that we only read about spiritual connection. Before you can tell someone what you like you must know what you like! Now the rambling is done back to the blog......Every grown woman
(and some fast ass girls)
should be in touch with her sexuality. It's gives you that extra something. The banging walk, the fierceness you feel when you are walking in your come f*** me’s (pumps for you guys on here).
Now on to this pic that is my idea of sexuality (what man didn't want to f*** Jessica Rabbit stop playing)
When I seen " Who Frame Roger Rabbit" I was like damn (and I was little when that came out)
I want to look like her when I get big (no I didn't want to be white lol).
Damn how Roger Rabbit pull that ??? (don't front you was thinking the same thing). When she walked the music played their eyes popped out their head, they started drooling and s***. That was before sex. I think sexuality starts before sex, that ultimate feeling of sexy. You should always feel like that, and your man should always make you feel like that. Now he always made me feel like that (hence why I gave him the drawers).
See before I didn't know what I was missing because I never had it. Now when I get dressed (and that is rare because I don't go out)
you can't tell me I’m not popping or I aint THAT B**** !!
! Sexuality is a mental. You have to feel it in your mind first your emotions help you along the way physically or should I say what you see and feel physically will be amazing. It will take you to new heights. I kind of disagree with the definitions (please see below) and made up my own way of looking at it. It's kind of like mind f****** because you let the anticipation build almost to the point of orgasm then ......Booyakah !!! Record mean rewind the gun shot means forward, you requested it so re rewind.....( for my west indians)
Now I always wanted to feel and look like Jessica Rabbit as far as the Sexuality goes. And now I know I do when I put on !! I want the music to play when I walk in a mother f***** !!! Ring the Alarm!!! Jessica Rabbit is a Bad B****, well at least I think so.
What are your definitions? Do you agree or disagree? And please state why. Definitions according to 2 different dictionaries are below.
1. The condition of being characterized and distinguished by sex.
2. Concern with or interest in sexual activity.
3. Sexual character or potential
1. sexual character; possession of the structural and functional traits of sex.
2. recognition of or emphasis upon sexual matters.
3. involvement in sexual activity.
4. an organism's preparedness for engaging in sexual activity